Have you ever had a huge burst of creative energy with out really having clarity of where it is all going or coming from?
This is what happened to me over the weekend.Â
I have been ruminating on my “pow e-bulletin of gatherings & weavings”, wondering how to change and improve it, pondering payment structure with in the restrictions of my shopping cart system, considering making it “pay what you can” and then yesterday during my meditation, I was hit by this thought of my dream vision for my pow site. My dream vision is to make my pow site a full web 2.0 wiki, community site. This idea has been playing around on the edges of my consciousness and I wasn’t letting it in because it felt, well, too big. I guess the reasons it felt too big were about how many subscribers I would like to have (around 55 K), around the $ involved (old story) and around the work involved. All this seemed manageable until the middle of the night last night, when I woke up and went “who the he*# to do think you are to start something like this”! (really old story).
This morning I was reading “Spiritual Economics” by Eric Butterworth and the part that really resonated was about desires and ideas being messages from one’s future. The question I am pondering today is “what is being called forth, what is being asked to be brought into reality from my future”? Is my big dream realistic?Â
In the midst of this, my family life is crazy, daughters moving home, breaking bones etc. and I am reminded of the title of the book by Jon Kabat Zinn “full catastrophe living”. I guess this is what life is, conscious full catastrophe living, in the midst of fireworks.
namaste,
Zoey
coach .catalyst . shakti sage
life & business coach for women
Zoey, this is a great statement that Desires and Ideas are messages from one’s future. Recently I wrote in a Zaadz pod of my belief that our desires are our purpose and divine instructions about what we are here to do on Earth. Butterworth says it more succinctly. I can nurse each of my desires and ideas as a concrete, realized achievement, calling to me now, instructing me on what to do next. Listen, then act. You rock, Zoey!
Carla